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Review: The Damned (The Beautiful #2) by Renée Ahdieh

Review: The Damned (The Beautiful #2) by Renée Ahdieh

When The Beautiful was announced, everyone I heard talking about it said it was a duology. Alas, after finishing The Damned I have realised that that is not the case – in fact, it’s rumoured that there are another two books to come in The 

TBR Jar Round #5

TBR Jar Round #5

Another month means it’s time for another set of TBR jar reviews. I picked out a wide range of titles for June and could hardly remember anything about any of the titles, so it was fun to discover them throughout the month. Before you check 

Rapid Reviews #5: The 2020 edition

Rapid Reviews #5: The 2020 edition

Hey everyone, and welcome to another installment of Rapid Reviews! I’ve been making a valiant effort to keep on top of reading new releases this year, so here are reviews of five books published in 2020 so far.

I’ve gotten these from a mix of sources, so I’ll mention in the review whether these books were ARCs sent to me by the publishers or whether I read them via NetGalley. I’ll also let you know when they were/will be published.

I’d also just like to bring your attention once again to the Black Lives Matter carrd. Please take some time today to sign petitions or make a donation to the BLM movement.

Here Be Wizards by Sarah Mussi – 4 stars

I was kindly sent a review copy of Here Be Wizards by Shrine Bell. This is the third and final book in Sarah Mussi’s Snowdonia Chronicles (check out my reviews of book one and book two if you’re interested in seeing my thoughts on the series so far!) and concludes the story of Ellie Morgan and her true love, Henry (who is a dragon, btw).

I was planning on rereading the first two books in the Snowdonia Chronicles before picking up book three, but then I remembered that Sarah Mussi handily includes little asides to the reader in the footnotes, recapping the previous action in a fresh and interesting way. It easily helped me remember why I loved book two so much (and why book one was a struggle…) and meant that I could enjoy the third book as though only a few months had passed between releases, rather than almost three years!

Going into Here Be Wizards, I just couldn’t possibly imagine a way that this story could conclude. When we rejoin our Welsh crew, Henry is stuck in an eternal battle under a mountain with the White Dragon, Sir Oswald. Ellie has no idea if she will ever see him again, and even if he does win the battle there’s still the tiniest little problem with their relationship: Henry is an immortal dragon, and Ellie is a mortal girl. Even if they do reunite, there’s not much hope of their relationship lasting the test of time.

It’s difficult to review this story without giving spoilers, but I’m going to do my darnedest not to ruin the plot because there is a whopping big twist which works brilliantly when you don’t see it coming. In fact it’s such a shock that I had to reread a certain chapter three times just to check that I’d understood what was going on properly, because I didn’t see it coming AT ALL. On reflection it’s the only way that everything really could have resolved and I’m glad that Sarah Mussi went there. I’m not going to be any more specific, so just go and read the book and then come back to discuss spoilers with me! I still want to unpack this with someone, because I don’t know anyone else who has finished this trilogy yet and I’m still feeling a little shook.

However, despite the fact that everything made sense I just didn’t find the ending the most satisfactory? I’m not quite sure why, but when I finished the book I felt a tiny bit deflated. I can’t think of another way it could have ended, which is probably the more frustrating thing – I’m a little disappointed, but I can’t think of a different way of telling this story so I should be over the moon that Sarah Mussi managed to find a way to wrap everything up so neatly!

That being said, I still enjoyed this book enough to give it four stars. It’s a bit wild and wacky at points, but who doesn’t love a jam-packed story with action and adventure from beginning to end?

I loved the fact that Sarah Mussi explored different aspects of Welsh mythology with each release (and in this one we even get a cameo from a certain famous Arthurian wizard!). If you’re someone who is loving the sudden surge of Arthurian retellings in YA, this is definitely one to have on your radar.

Here Be Wizards was published on February 6th. If you’ve read the first two books in the series and can’t wait to see how it ends, you can grab a copy from Amazon or via Hive.

Loveboat, Taipei by Abigail Hing Wen – 2 stars

If you haven’t heard of Loveboat, Taipei I’ll be extremely surprised, because it’s shaping up to be the biggest debut novel of 2020. It’s only been out for a couple of months (released back on January 7th) and they are already adapting it into a film, for crying out loud! I was lucky to be accepted to read a copy of Loveboat, Taipei via NetGalley.

Loveboat, Taipei follows a Chinese-American called Ever. When her parents find out that she secretly applied to dance school, rebelling against their plan for her to become a doctor, they send her to Taiwan to study Mandarin and learn more about Chinese culture for the summer. However, it turns out that the school they’ve sent her to is the infamous Loveboat, where buttoned-up teens let loose during their first summer away from their strict parents and constant supervision.

I thought I was going to absolutely love this book, but unfortunately I’m in the minority of people who really didn’t enjoy it. Scratch that, I think I’d even go as far as to say that I hated it.

My main issue with Loveboat, Taipei is this: if Ever was a boy, this book would be getting absolutely slated. I’m all for a female protagonist taking control of her own life and doing whatever she wants, but Ever’s behaviour seems callous at worst and careless at best, and I’m not able to gloss over that fact and celebrate it simply because she’s a girl.

I’m about to get spoilery, so if you don’t want to know the specific reasons why I don’t like this book, feel free to continue scrolling.

Loveboat, Taipei features a love triangle between Ever, Rick and Xavier.

Xavier is a bit of a playboy – when we meet him he’s in the middle of getting caught during a sexual act with a girl who is hardly mentioned again – but he has feelings for Ever so he dedicates his time drawing her and anonymously delivering these pieces of art to her. I think that’s pretty adorable, that she makes him want to change his ways.

Meanwhile Rick is a Yale-bound overachiever who is the bane of Ever’s existence. Her parents have been telling her stories about him since she was little, constantly telling her to strive to be more like him. Rick has a long-term girlfriend who suffers from depression and anxiety, and Ever has feelings for him despite knowing this.

Rick and Ever kiss, and Rick then disappears. While Rick is gone, Ever sleeps with Xavier, but as soon as Rick is back from dumping his long-term girlfriend – he apparently knew Ever was the one as soon as he set eyes on her, barf – Ever and Rick start a relationship.

Ever never tells Rick about her night with Xavier, which feels rather ill-advised. He literally flew across the country to dump his girlfriend because he couldn’t stop thinking about Ever, but as soon as his back was turned she slept with someone else and didn’t think this was worth mentioning?! Meanwhile it’s treated as completely appropriate for him to drop his girlfriend because of the fact that she had mental illnesses and was relying on him too much and his family didn’t like her. Pretty infuriating, no?

I feel as though this story would be absolutely torn to shreds if our main character was a boy. If he coerced a girl into breaking up with her long-term boyfriend and as soon as he back was turned slept with a different girl who was utterly infatuated with him, people would be up in arms. I just don’t know why this seems like appropriate behaviour because it’s a female protagonist instead of a male.

The worst thing is that there are yet more reasons I didn’t like this book.

There’s a revenge porn plot which is resolved by Ever just decided she wants to carry on being friends with the girl who handed her nude photo around to everyone… What?!

Then there’s the epic (and utterly unbelievable) conclusion, in which Ever almost gets hit by a car, dislocates her shoulder and injures her ankle and somehow still manages to take part in the epic dance recital which she single-handedly choreographed in a summer. I mean I can hardly dance at the best of times, so fair play for not letting a terrible injury stop you.

I can’t understand why this is getting such rave reviews. There are a very minimal amount of reviewers speaking out about the problematic content, and while I’m a huge supporter of both debut authors and own voices books I just can’t get behind this one when it seems to be promoting breaking up with the mentally ill because they’re dragging you down with their suicidal thoughts. Ugh.

The only reason I didn’t give this one star is because the beginning quarter, before Ever goes to Loveboat, is really impactful. She is so desperate to follow her dream and be a dancer but because of her parents she feels she has no choice but to go into medicine: the struggle she faces is very emotional, and her desperation feels extremely realistic.

Loveboat, Taipei reminded me a lot of American Panda by Gloria Chao, but I gave that book five stars. I would definitely recommend Chao’s debut far more, particularly if you’re also not a huge fan of the approach to mental health in this novel.

Blood Moon by Lucy Cuthew – 4 stars

Blood Moon is a debut novel told in verse about a girl who goes viral after getting her period during her first sexual experience with a boy.

This book is bloody brilliant (excuse the pun). When you hear that a book is a verse novel written about a period it could definitely go one of two ways – it’ll be either one of the best or worst things you’ve ever read – so I hit the request button on NetGalley faster than I ever have before. Luckily Blood Moon far exceeded my expectations.

Frankie is absolutely mortified when a meme of her goes viral following her first sexual experience with Benjamin. She’s certain that he must have told one of his friends about the fact that she started her period during foreplay but he denies it. She’s recently fallen out with her best friend, Harriet, and she wonders whether Harriet might be responsible, but Harriet also denies all responsibility. It becomes hard for Frankie to know who to trust during the fallout, and she isolates herself, skipping school and obsessively refreshing social media to see what horrible things have been posted about her now.

There is so much going on in this novel, and the only reason I knocked a star off was because I just don’t feel as though verse was the best way to tackle the amount of subjects Lucy Cuthew has squeezed into this story. Frankie loves astronomy so there are sections about the blood moon and stargazing which could have been expanded beautifully with a bit more description (particularly as the moon inspires the title!) but this aspect of her character falls to the wayside in favour of addressing the ordeal which she is experiencing.

I was a huge fan of the way Lucy Cuthew crafted the friendship between Harriet and Frankie. Just because you’ve been friends forever doesn’t mean it’s always going to be smooth sailing, and I loved the way that they grew apart because of a few misunderstandings but managed to reconnect by the end of the story.

Meanwhile Benjamin is an absolute DREAM. I felt more betrayed than Frankie when I thought he was the one who’d spread their sexual story through the school, but the way that it actually got out makes so much sense and is an utter relief. Periods are natural – they aren’t disgusting, almost ever person with a vagina will experience them at some point during their lives – and if more boys reacted the way that Benjamin does the world would be a better place. I’m certainly going to be talking to my son about periods when he’s older and teaching him that they’re nothing to be squeamish about, and I’m proud to have a partner who isn’t ashamed to pick up some pads from Boots or bring clean underwear to the bathroom if I need him to. If a boy is no good at dealing with your periods, he’s definitely going to be useless if you ever decide to have children!

The social media hate which Frankie receives is painfully realistic. Sometimes when authors tackle social media they don’t make the posts vitriolic enough to seem authentic, but Blood Moon genuinely feels like scrolling through the comments on a hateful Twitter thread. It’s heartbreaking to know that people receive messages like this, particularly for something which is completely out of their control, but it’s sadly the way that the internet works.

The conclusion is feminist AF, highly empowering and very inspirational, and this book is bound to be a huge hit among teenage girls (those who are already outspoken and confident, and those who just need a bit of a push to stand up for their bodies). I wish there’d been a book like this around when I was in secondary school – it would have made me far less ashamed of talking about my periods, and much more comfortable about going to school and sitting in classes for hours and hours on end while I was on.

Blood Moon is published on July 2nd, and if you have any teenage girls in your life you need to make sure to get them a copy.

Far From Perfect by Holly Smale – 5 stars

Far From Perfect is actually damn close to perfect. The second book in the Valentines series, Far From Perfect follows Faith Valentine as she rebels against the perfect image that she’s built for herself and starts to decide what she really wants from life.

I struggled through the first half of Happy Girl Lucky, but Far From Perfect was a breeze from start to finish. Hope Valentine’s narrating style is very unique, whereas Faith is a down-to-earth girl who just happens to have been born into one of the most famous families on the planet (and isn’t a huge fan of the attention, FYI).

This is a much more serious book than Happy Girl Lucky, and I really enjoyed the fact that it had a similar sort of arc to the first book in the series: it starts off quite light-hearted and fun, but Faith’s attitude changes rapidly after being cheated on by her boyfriend and forced to go to acting classes after a train wreck of an audition. Imagine Britney at the height of her mental health issues; that’s pretty much how bad things get for Faith. Lots of rebellion.

So many books have characters who want to be famous and rich and love it when they get there, but it’s nice to read a story featuring a famous girl who would really just like to be normal, thank you very much. My favourite scene in the entire book is when Faith’s boyfriend Noah takes her out on stage to dedicate his new song to her and she’s internally cringing the whole way through: that might be the dream for some people, but don’t underestimate the power of more normal romantic gestures!

There’s a twist towards the end of the novel which literally made me sit in shocked silence for about five minutes reevaluating EVERYTHING, and it makes it impossible not to pick up the third book in the series. It seems like that’s going to be a difficult read, with some serious issues addressed, and I think it’s genius that this series just seems to be stepping further towards dark and tricky topics with each release. In fact I’m probably going to re-read both of the first two books before the as-yet-untitled third novel is released, as I think it will be very interesting to read the Valentines story through the lens of the new information which gets revealed.

I wish I’d waited to read this series when all of the books were already released, because as soon as I finished this story I was desperate to pick up the next one. At least I already own the entire Geek Girl series, so when I eventually get around to reading those I won’t have such a long wait in between!

Follow Me, Like Me by Charlotte Seager – 3 stars

It’s hard to tell what Follow Me, Like Me is trying to say. Telling the story of two girls called Amber and Chloe, it’s a warning against social media and the way that whatever you post can be seen by anyone… But I’m not quite sure who it is warning.

Chloe and her boyfriend Tom have just broken up, so she starts talking to a boy on Instagram called Sven. He seems sweet to start with, but after she tells him about an incident at a party he begins slut shaming her. She blocks him, but then ends up getting suspended from school for spreading photographs of her friend Louise in her underwear – which Chloe didn’t, and would NEVER, do. She’s sure that Sven must have something to do with it, but how and why? It’s not like she even knows him, not really.

Meanwhile Amber has a crush on Ren, a guy who works in the school gym. When he gets fired she pretends to be his sister to investigate, and after learning that he’s been accused of sexually assaulting multiple women Amber decides to become a detective and prove Ren’s innocence. She stalks him on all of his social media platforms, refreshing his Facebook and Instagram near constantly, and adding him on Snapchat so she can see his Snap Map and follow him in real life.

I’m going to get spoilery now, so if you haven’t read Follow Me, Like Me yet you know what to do…

Chloe arranges a meeting with Sven, so that she can find out who he is and why he’s ruining her life. Meanwhile, Amber is following Ren and – yep, you guessed it – she follows him straight to his meeting with Chloe, because he IS Sven! A huge surprise, definitely not hinted at by the rhyming names or anything…

Sven/Ren tries to attack Chloe, but Amber swoops in and saves the day. To thank her, Chloe tells everyone at school that Amber saved her and they strike up an unlikely friendship – the hottest girl in school, and the invisible quite one who everyone forgets about.

So does this mean it’s fine to stalk someone on social media as long as you’re a girl? Because that’s all I really got from this. If Amber hadn’t been utterly obsessed with Ren, she wouldn’t have been able to save Chloe from him, and she wouldn’t have found the acceptance at school which she had always been craving.

Yes, it’s a warning about not talking to strangers on the internet, about being careful about who you send intimate pictures to, about not thinking someone is innocent of sexual assault just because they’re hot and were nice to you once… But Amber is majorly obsessed with Ren – so much so that her family are worried about her – and she doesn’t experience any kind of ramifications. Is it saying that girls are less dangerous than men on the internet? Amber physically follows Ren on multiple occasions and that seems quite dangerous to me!

I don’t know, it’s hard to get my thoughts together on this one. I think I know what Charlotte Seager was aiming to say but it feels like it missed the mark quite dramatically. That being said, until you get to the conflicting ending, the story is quite gripping. I figured out the Ren/Sven connection very early and I just hoped I was wrong, because a lot of the plot does hinge on that being a surprise, but the tension and fear which Chloe feels is palpable. Similarly, the compulsion Amber feels to prove Ren’s innocence is a good driving force: her chapters fly past because she’s so desperate to discover the truth. Unfortunately it just doesn’t make too much sense when you look at it closely.

I read Follow Me, Like Me via NetGalley. It published back on January 23rd, so if you are interested in reading a copy it is already available.

Thank you for checking out the newest installment of Rapid Reviews! Have you read any of these books? If so please leave your thoughts in the comments down below.



TBR Jar Round #4

TBR Jar Round #4

First things first, I just wanted to post a link to the Black Lives Matter carrd. Please take some time today to sign petitions or make a donation to the BLM movement. It doesn’t seem right to carry on blogging as normal when there are 

Believathon wrap-up

Believathon wrap-up

Hey everyone! I took part in How To Train Your Gavin’s Believathon between the 11th and the 24th of May. If you haven’t heard of Believathon, you can learn more about this readathon here, but it’s basically a celebration of all things middle grade. Middle 

YA Book Prize 2020 spoilery shortlist thoughts

YA Book Prize 2020 spoilery shortlist thoughts

Hey everyone! In case you’re new here, I am obsessed with the YA Book Prize. Every year I challenge myself to read the ten book shortlist in its entirety before the winner of the prize is announced so that I can choose my own winner, and this year I’ve decided to collate my EXTREMELY SPOILERY thoughts on each of the ten titles into this post before I announce my winner at the end.

If you haven’t read all ten of these books yet, please look away now and come back later, because I’m not holding anything back today…

A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson – 5 stars

A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder has been described as the UK’s answer to One of Us is Lying, but having read both of them this month I am here to tell you that A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder is BETTER than Karen M. McManus’s debut.

When Pip begins her extended project, she decides to use it as an opportunity to re-investigate the murder of Andie Bell, which happened five years ago in her sleepy little town. Andie’s boyfriend Sal was blamed – he committed suicide a couple of days after she disappeared, and despite the fact that her body was never found his suicide seemed like evidence of his guilt – and the police confidently closed the case. But Sal was always nice to Pip, and she doesn’t believe the lovely boy who stood up for her when she was being bullied could have been responsible for such a heinous crime.

When Pip starts getting threatening notes warning her to leave her investigation alone, she knows for a fact she’s on to something. If Sal was guilty, why would someone be trying to stop her quest for the truth?

This book is bloody brilliant. Incorporating Pip’s extended project entry logs and interviews alongside the narrative makes it such a quick read, and you really do get to figure the case out alongside Pip. The project entry logs are quite similar to Hazel’s casebooks in the Murder Most Unladylike series – where she writes down all of the potential murders and their potential motives and works to cross them off – so if you’re a fan of that series but wish it was young adult rather than middle grade then I highly recommend this story.

I’m notoriously good at guessing who the murderer is, and I was completely blindsided by the reveal at the end. I had my eye on one person in particular who ended up not being involved in the case at all, so I’m hoping that they will end up being investigated in one of the later books in the series because they are a shifty motherhecker! (I know I said I was going to be spoilery, but I just can’t bring myself to give the identity of the culprit away…)

Another aspect of this book which I absolutely loved was the romance between Pip and Sal’s brother, Ravi. They work together on the case, trying to prove Sal’s innocence, and despite the fact that there is serious chemistry between them the only thing that happens romantically in this novel is a quick kiss in the epilogue. I ADORED this choice. If you’re trying to prove that your dead brother is not a murderer you aren’t exactly going to prioritise smooching the cute detective you’re working with, and I’m so glad that for once hormones didn’t come out on top. The case is prioritised until it is solved, and only then do they have time to take their friendship to the next level. That being said, I’m seriously hoping their relationship is developed further in future installments in the series, because I love the dynamics between the two of them: give me a solid friendship that slowly develops into more any day of the week.

A warning for you: this book does include the death of a dog. It is an accidental death and not a murder, but it does occur after the dog is kidnapped, so if you’re one of those people who will not read a book if the dog dies then this one is 100% not for you. I did not anticipate the dog’s death. My heart broke.

The sequel, Good Girl, Bad Blood, came out at the end of April, and I’m definitely going to be picking it up ASAP.

The Black Flamingo by Dean Atta – 5 stars

Before we even start talking about how much I loved The Black Flamingo, can we just take a moment to worship this gorgeous cover?! This is honestly one of the most beautiful YA covers I think I’ve ever seen.

I’m so glad I bought a physical copy of The Black Flamingo, not only because the cover is gorgeous but because the presentation of the verse is so important to the way that the story is told. With illustrations throughout including the Red Arrows, a hatching egg and more feathers than you can count, this is a book which you really need to hold to be able to get the most from it.

Following a young boy called Michael from birth to university, The Black Flamingo is a coming out story like no other. Open about his sexuality from a young age, Michael hardly experiences any discrimination because of his sexuality which is very refreshing to see in YA (and something which I hope accurately represents the shifting attitudes in young people towards people of different backgrounds, as people were not this accepting when I was a chick!). Instead, the real coming out story told in The Black Flamingo is that of Michael’s decision to become a drag artist. As someone who has been writing poetry in secret his whole life, Michael’s decision to bite the bullet and step out onto the stage as The Black Flamingo is an inspiring transformation which encourages young people to be who they are without apologising to anyone.

My only issue with this book is the way that it’s been marketed, as Michael’s life as The Black Flamingo takes up less than a third of the story, with the majority of the events taking place during secondary school. His decision to become The Black Flamingo is the destination rather than the journey, so if you’re reading this hoping that the entire book will be following the day to day life of a drag artist then you will be disappointed, but I think I enjoyed it even more because it was so different to what I was expecting.

I’m not a huge fan of novels told in verse, as I think it only works if the story needs to be told in that style, but there was no other way that The Black Flamingo could have been told. I thoroughly enjoyed this from the first page, and it’s a story I’m definitely going to revisit in the future.

Crossfire by Malorie Blackman – 4 stars

It is very difficult to review Crossfire, not only because it is the fifth book in a series but because it also feels like it only tells half of a story.

Crossfire follows Troy and Libby, who are the children of characters we meet earlier in the series, as they are kidnapped and trapped in a basement. It also has some chapters from Callie Rose and Tobey’s perspectives (the protagonists of Double Cross) dotted throughout, filling us in on everything which happened between the end of the last novel and the start of this one.

As is often the case with Malorie Blackman’s writing, this book has a non-linear narrative, skipping between Before and After the kidnapping, as well as jumping all the way back to when Callie Rose and Tobey were younger. It makes for a very intense read. The kidnapping happens right at the beginning and the blanks of who and why are filled in quite rapidly, making it easy to read this book in one sitting.

Personally, I feel as though this book is the strongest in the Noughts & Crosses series. Both plots are equally compelling. I couldn’t wait to see what happened between Tobey and Callie Rose, but I also wanted to get straight back to Libby and Troy. In the past I have found myself strongly preferring one viewpoint over the other (I loved Callum’s chapters more in Noughts & Crosses but found myself favouring Sephy’s viewpoint in Knife Edge, which meant the chapters following other characters ended up dragging a little bit) so it was a pleasant surprise that the new characters were just as interesting as the ones I already knew and loved.

However, this doesn’t feel like a complete story. It leaves off on one hell of a cliffhanger and, considering Crossfire has been out for almost a year and the next book doesn’t have a release date, title or a cover yet, it’s wholly unsatisfying. If I had been aware that the story stopped so abruptly I probably would have held off on reading this (well, if it hadn’t been on this shortlist…) because I feel as though I’m going to have to reread it to be able to appreciate the next installment fully. This was so close to being a five star (the other four books in the series have all been four stars, so it’s frustrating that I enjoyed this one the most and still couldn’t justify rating it any higher!).

I am finding myself a bit confused on how this has been nominated for the YA Book Prize, though. In their own words ‘Books published as part of a series are eligible but must work as a standalone title’, and I don’t think that’s the case with Crossfire. Not only is the story quite clearly unresolved, but it also seems impossible to read without previous knowledge of the series. Tobey and Callie Rose fill in the blanks between the events of Double Cross and Crossfire but don’t really recap things that actually happened in the previous book, and I think I would have had too many question marks floating around my head if I had read this without the context of the series so far.

I’m planning on doing a full series review of Noughts & Crosses at some point, as I reread all four previous books before reading Crossfire, but I will probably be waiting until the sixth and final book is released (whenever that may be!). However, I am so grateful that I’ve finally had the excuse to rediscover these books. I loved them so much when I was younger, and I love them so much now: I definitely won’t be leaving it as long before I reread them again.

The Deathless Girls by Kiran Millwood Hargrave – 3 stars

The Deathless Girls is Kiran Millwood Hargrave’s first YA novel, and unfortunately it makes me wish that she’d stuck to writing middle grade.

Marketed as the story behind the brides of Dracula, I didn’t think there was any possible way for this book to disappoint me, which makes this review even more painful to write. The Dragon doesn’t even appear until the last quarter of the novel, making the vampire content minimal, something which I’ve noticed in reviews that people either love or hate. If you go into this book knowing that it’s supposed to be focused on the brides of Dracula then you end up disappointed, but if you’re reading this expecting a tale of a young traveller girl fighting for her freedom then you get a wonderful twist when sudden vampires appear!

The first few chapters of The Deathless Girls are gripping. The day before Lil and Kizzy’s seventeeth birthday their traveller community is raided, their mother and all of the adults murdered while the children and teenagers are taken into slavery. It’s heart-wrenching stuff and makes for a very difficult read, but the rest of the novel is uneventful in comparison. I had expected The Deathless Girls to be a difficult read, but considering how long Lil and Kizzy are in slavery – and how dreadful the slaves seem to be treated prior to their arrival – they get off very lightly, which doesn’t seem authentic.

The relationship between Kizzy and Lil is well-crafted, but at times it verges on annoying. Lil constantly wishes she were more like Kizzy and could stand up to the people who are oppressing them, but although she repeats this sentiment multiple times she doesn’t really act upon it until she has no other choice. Her character development is realistic, as she is forced to murder a guard who attempts to sexually assault her and she finds it hard to accept the choice that she made, but from the beginning to the end of The Deathless Girls Lil hardly changes at all. By the time the book finishes she is an avenger, determined to kill as many of the wrong-doers of Romania as she can, but she still lets Kizzy make the choices and follows in her footsteps.

This is a f/f story, as Lil falls in love with a Settled girl called Mira, another slave in the Boyar Valcar’s castle. However, their relationship is only very lightly explored, going from longing glances to stolen kisses without any real discussion between them. Considering the relationship between Lil and Kizzy is so fleshed out, it’s a shame that Millwood Hargrave didn’t dedicate more time to making us care about the romance aspect of this novel.

The ‘Aftermath’ is where the focus of the story should have been, as in the last couple of pages Lil is turned into a vampyr and quickly sums up centuries of her life with a few brief chapters. If the story told in The Deathless Girls had been part one of a duology, or had been trimmed down so it was the first half of this story, it would have been better: as it was it felt as though the story had finally started and was over as quickly as it begun.

I’ve seen a few reviews which have mentioned that the Romani representation in this is not up to scratch, but as I don’t have a Romani background this is something I don’t feel qualified to comment on. If you are Romani and want to read a review discussing this aspect of the novel before reading it, I would recommend this one.

Deeplight by Frances Hardinge – 3 stars

Deeplight is only the second Frances Hardinge book I’ve read, the first being The Lie Tree (which was nominated for the YA Book Prize back in 2016).

Being described as a cross between Twenty Thousands Leagues Under the Sea and Frankenstein, I automatically had very high hopes for this novel.

Things started off well. In this world the people worshipped massive gods of the sea, but they mysteriously tore each other apart decades ago. People now desperately dive and scavenge for pieces of the gods, which sell for a fortune.

Hark’s friend Jelt gets them caught up in some shady business and Hark gets arrested. Luckily a scientist from one of the other islands takes pity on him when he’s auctioned off – there isn’t enough room in prison, causing convicts to be sold as slaves to work off their sentence – so Hark gets a fresh start away from Jelt, working in an ex-monastery caring for the people who used to dedicate their lives to the gods and assisting the scientist who saved him on the side.

Everything seems to be coming up roses for Hark, until Jelt rocks up again. He’s found a bathysphere – an old submarine-esque machine with which the priests used to visit the gods – and he’s decided that they’re going to go scavenging for pieces of the gods. However, things then take a dark turn: Jelt is killed in an accident involving the bathysphere. Hark feels pulsing in the water – the heart of one of the gods – which revives Jelt, but he doesn’t come back quite the same as he was…

When I reviewed The Lie Tree I said that it was perfect for “older and more mature readers of the middle grade genre”, and I stand by that in relation to Deeplight. However, where The Lie Tree also appealed to adult readers despite the fact that it had a young protagonist, Deeplight was a struggle for me to read for the exact same reason.

15-year-old Hark is very naive and reads as very young for his age. In all honesty I didn’t realise that he was 15 until just looking the book up on Goodreads – if that fact is mentioned in the novel, it is only mentioned very briefly – and he reads as either 12 or 13 at the very most. Jelt seems a lot older, and if we were following him I’d be more inclined to believe that this is a YA novel, but as he manipulates Hark and gets him into all of these situations he makes Hark seem like a child.

The only reason I can think that Deeplight is being marketed as YA is because of its length. This beast is over 400 pages and, I’ll be honest, I felt every single one of them. It is an absolute DRAG to read. I hate saying that, because I have been so excited about reading more of Frances Hardinge’s work, but I really did have to force myself to get through Deeplight. If I hadn’t been reading it for the YA Book Prize shortlist I probably would have ended up DNFing it.

A huge part of the plot is Hark coming to terms that Jelt is a bit of a monster – figuratively, and then literally – and realising that their friendship has been toxic since the beginning. However, the reader can see that very clearly within the first couple of chapters as Jelt bullies Hark into doing things he really isn’t comfortable with, making Hark’s slow realisation rather frustrating.

Sadly the gods seem to be the least important part of the plot, and they were the only thing that I was really interested in. After finishing Deeplight I read the short story Dolor’s Legs (which was available as Read Now on NetGalley for the month of April to celebrate the release of the paperback), and I ended up giving that four stars. I think it was only about fifteen pages, but it was much more interesting because it was wholly focused on one of the gods!

I’m definitely in the minority here – the Goodreads ratings for Deeplight are overwhelmingly high – so I might reread this in the future now that my expectations for it have shifted to see whether I appreciate it more second time around. I think I would have appreciated this far more if it had been marketed as middle grade, because it definitely doesn’t feel like a YA story, but that’s the way the cookie crumbles.

Furious Thing by Jenny Downham – 4 stars

When the YA Book Prize shortlist was announced, I had only read two books on the list. Out of those two Furious Thing was not my favourite, so unfortunately this was the first book out of the running for my personal winner, but upon rereading it I’ve also dropped it from a five star read down to a four star read – eek!

Furious Thing tells the story of Lex, a girl who constantly loses her temper and acts out. Her stepfather-to-be believes she has ADHD and needs to be diagnosed and medicated, while her mother is too meek to stand up to him. Lex tries her hardest to be a good girl like her little sister Iris, but she just can’t help herself: every time John and her mum argue she explodes, taking the heat away from her mum and getting John’s anger directly aimed at her instead.

The relationship between Lex and Iris is one of the best sibling relationships I’ve read in YA, and it’s definitely the thing that I’m going to remember most about Furious Thing in the future. I loved the psychology behind Lex’s anger, as both her and Iris are aware that she only really does ‘her monster’ when her parents are arguing (with the exception of one incident at school which is pretty much unexplained). It’s not necessarily the best lesson to teach people – if your parents fight just throw a laptop out of the window to distract them and make them angry at you instead! – but it certainly seems true to life, particularly if you’re trying to protect your younger sibling from parental drama.

That being said, although I love the main plot of Furious Thing and think it does such a good job of showing young people that it is okay to be angry, I have a few issues with the subplots which are more apparent second time around.

First of all there’s the relationship between Lex and John’s son, Kass. Lex is in love with Kass and believes that they’re destined to end up together, not caring about the fact that he has a girlfriend or that their parents are going to be married very soon. I don’t mind the feelings she has for him – they aren’t actually related, haven’t grown up too closely and are only a few years apart in age – but I’m not a huge fan of the hypocrisy in relation to the cheating. When John cheats on her mum Lex is angry, but she isn’t ashamed of the fact that she’s trying to steal Kass from Cerys because she believes that they’re meant to be together.

As Lex herself says, it’s easy to blame the woman when it comes to cheating, so I know that Jenny Downham includes this aspect to further solidify the similarities between Kass and his dad… But something about it just doesn’t feel realistic. When Lex sees how painful John’s affairs are she should experience some sort of remorse or guilt, but although she doesn’t want Cerys to find out because she doesn’t want to hurt her she also doesn’t seem to regret her actions in the slightest. It’s definitely not entirely Lex’s fault – Kass should have more respect for her and for Cerys – but I think this would have been a more effective comparison if Kass had been flirting with Lex and she had been fighting him off in the name of female solidarity, rather than running straight into his arms.

The other reason I’ve dropped my rating down to four stars is because of the ending. Lex laughs at John at their wedding reception, and soon enough all of the guests are giggling. This causes John to have a panic attack, but he believes he’s having a heart attack, and this is his comeuppance. It’s a very unsatisfying conclusion and, although I kind of liked it first time around because it was very unexpected, on a second read it comes across as absurd and unrealistic.

The fact that John and Lex’s mum stay together despite everything is logical, but I’m not quite sure why John would lose his job because of his behaviour and I don’t know why his panic attack would suddenly cause Lex’s mum to feel confident standing up to him. A happy ending like this, with the bad guy losing his power and becoming weak, just seems too neat and tidy to actually happen.

Furious Thing is still a very quick read – despite the fact that it’s nearly 400 pages it’s easy to read in one sitting – and I still very much like Lex’s character and the growth that she goes through, but unfortunately some of the subplots just don’t seem to hold up to close scrutiny.

I am glad I reread this one because I enjoyed it almost as much second time around, and I highly recommend it if you’re looking for a book which explores many different aspects of family, particularly sibling relationship. However, it’s just not one of my absolute favourites.

In all honesty I was torn between a four and a five star when I finished reading it the first time around, so I shouldn’t be too surprised that it dropped down after a reread!

The Gifted, the Talented and Me by William Sutcliffe – 2 stars

I was unconvinced by The Gifted, the Talented and Me appearing on this shortlist, but I tried to go into it with an open mind. I read and reviewed Concentr8 by William Sutcliffe four years ago and I really didn’t like it, so I was sure I wouldn’t fall in love with this one either.

Following a boy called Sam who is transferred to the North London Academy for the Gifted and Talented after his dad gets rich, the synopsis of The Gifted, the Talented and Me makes Sam sound like a spoiled brat. “Oh woe is me, my family have money and now I have to go to private school? My life could not be worse!”. In reality he’s not all that bad – he struggles to adjust to the change, as he’s not allowed to play football and that’s the one thing he really cares about – and my issues ended up being with much deeper than just irritation at a privileged main character.

Sam’s older brother Ethan makes a band, and he decides that their ‘thing’ is going to be that they are a “gay band”. Ethan comes out – very unconvincingly – and proceeds to fall in love with the lead singer of his band, who is in an f/f relationship with their drummer. Next thing the lead singer is cheating on her girlfriend with Ethan, in itself problematic because bisexual women are always portrayed as promiscuous and unable to remain faithful and that is a ridiculous stereotype to feature, but made worse is the fact that Ethan starts bemoaning the fact that he’s going to have to come out as straight to their mother. Just… No. No. No! You don’t have to be gay or straight, bisexuality is an option (although it’s just seems to be the punchline to a joke throughout this book).

Then there’s William Sutcliffe’s representation of feminism. Sam reads his mum’s blog, and she comes across as preachy and anti-men, complaining about being a wage slave (when her husband has just sold the business he made for a quite a lot of money, so it doesn’t seem as though she was ever the sole source of income for their family). Considering that this book is quite clearly aimed at teenage boys, Sutcliffe had a priceless opportunity to educate young boys about the importance of feminism and get them behind the cause, rather than making Sam’s mum a figure to be mocked and laughed at. This infuriated me, because young boys are constantly told that feminism isn’t important or relevant anymore and that women are hysterical for still being so passionate about it, and it would have been nice to see a male author changing the paradigm on the way that feminism is presented to young men.

Of course, as this is being recommended for fans of The Inbetweeners there are a ton of masturbation and erection jokes, so if you’re a fan of stereotypical laddish humour then you’ll probably enjoy it, but I knew this wasn’t going to be the book for me and I was right. In fact I only laughed once, when a stool that Sam’s mum made collapsed: who can resist chuckling at something as silly as that?

The only thing I personally liked about this is that it’s very quick – I managed to read it in just a couple of hours, so it wasn’t a huge time investment. It is also great to see a YA book which is so obviously aimed towards getting boys to read, as the majority of YA is still female-centric, and that’s the reason I ended up giving this two stars instead of just one. I wish Sutcliffe had used his voice to say something a bit more positive, but it was great to see a book like this on the shortlist. I hope that we’ll see more authors tackling the hard task of getting teenage boys to engage with reading in the future.

Meat Market by Juno Dawson – 3 stars

When the YA Book Prize shortlist was announced, I was certain that Meat Market was going to be a strong contender for my winner. Juno Dawson’s previous release, Clean, was absolutely ASTOUNDING, and it was my personal winner for the 2019 YA Book Prize (although Sara Barnard won with Goodbye, Perfect and I absolutely love her, so I couldn’t be too mad with that outcome).

Following Jana Novak, a tall, androgynous girl who has always been bullied for her looks, into the world of modelling after she is scouted at a theme park, Juno Dawson isn’t afraid to tell it like it is and shine a light on the darkest aspects of the modelling industry. From subtly bullying girls into eating less while pretending to be body positive, to getting young women into dangerous situations with known predators, Meat Market is not a book for the faint of heart and is definitely one that you should avoid if you are triggered by situations like either of those.

Sadly, this book didn’t quite live up to my expectations. I thought there were a lot of thing which were done brilliantly – in particular Jana’s dialect, which was so authentically young that there were some turns of phrase which I wasn’t even familiar with – but it just wasn’t quite what I was hoping for.

One aspect in particular which I wasn’t a fan of was the cheating subplot. Jana sleeps with a popular male model despite the fact that she has a boyfriend back home called Ferdy, and although he forgives her I found myself unable to. Ferdy justifies her mistake, empathising with the fact that he will never know what she was going through but the male model also knows what the industry is like. Although this is a realistic reaction, I just felt as though Ferdy deserved better. He tried to be there for Jana as much as possible, but instead of trying to talk to him she consoles herself by running into another man’s arms. It didn’t seem like a genuine response considering the sexual assault she had recently experienced, but I’m also aware that people deal with trauma in many different ways so I didn’t let this impact my rating too greatly.

I also thought the ending of the book was a bit too much of a happily ever after. The photographer who assaults Jana is found guilty and gets sentenced, while Jana signs with a new modelling agency called Honest Models who are committed to treating their girls ethically and overhauling the modelling industry. I LOVED the ending, but it just seemed a little too idealistic: in reality these things are sadly brushed under the carpet quicker than you could possibly imagine, and the likelihood of the Lucas Blo case actually having a lasting impact on the industry would be sadly quite low. I wish that wasn’t the case, but I just couldn’t quite buy into the cheeriness of the conclusion.

That being said, this is still one of the better Juno Dawson novels I’ve read. Those are two very small aspects of the plot, but the majority of it is very strong: the interactions between the cast of characters feel authentic, I loved the interviews sections spliced between each of the chapters and the way that it all linked together at the end to show Ferdy and Jana making a documentary regarding her experiences, and I thought the research and time that Juno Dawson put into writing this novel shows her commitment to exposing the darker aspects of an industry which is – quite literally – put on a pedestal as something girls should aspire towards from a very young age.

If you’re addicted to America’s Next Top Model but you’re also interested in the #MeToo movement, this is the perfect read.

The Places I’ve Cried in Public by Holly Bourne – 5 stars

The Places I’ve Cried in Public was the only other book on the shortlist which I’d read before the list was announced, and I was overjoyed to see it on the list.

This book tells the story of Amelie, who is going through a horrific break-up. To help her come to terms with losing her boyfriend, she decides to revisit all of the places where he made her cry, reliving their relationship from the night that they met up until the night when everything fell apart.

I decided to reread The Places I’ve Cried in Public before reviewing it, and I still can’t fault it.

Holly Bourne is an absolute pro at putting you in her character’s shoes. If you haven’t experienced a heartbreak you are a rare human, so it’s impossible not to empathise with Amelie as she goes through the stages of getting over her relationship with Reese. You experience her utter devastation, her loneliness, her frustration, and you feel it so deeply in your heart that it’s as though you are losing your first love all over again.

I think the thing I love the most about The Places I’ve Cried in Public is that it shows the different ways that relationships can be abusive. Reese is very manipulative, using gaslighting to make Amelie doubt her own sanity and blaming her behaviour every time he is in a bit of a mood.

This novel does feature a couple of scenes with sexual coercion and one rape scene, so if you do find yourself triggered by those things you might want to avoid this book. However, Holly Bourne has done her best to make it as softened as possible so as to trigger as few people as she can: when the rape occurs, the book simply features a page covered in raindrops. It’s so effective, and it brought a tear to my eye the first time I read this book.

I honestly believe this book should become required reading. Not only will it help a lot of people to evaluate their partner’s behaviour and realise whether they are in a damaging situation, but it will also help them realise that not all abuse is physical – something which I don’t think I realised when I was younger.

The Quiet at the End of the World by Lauren James – 3 stars

The Quiet at the End of the World started off being a really difficult read. Set in 2109, this story takes place in a world where a mysterious flu-like illness (sound familiar?!) has caused an incurable sterility in humans. We follow Lowrie and Shen, the two youngest people on the planet, as they begin to come to terms with the fact that they’re going to be the last of their kind.

Honestly, I found that aspect of this story the most compelling thing about it. Some of the quotes were so timely that I had chills, and I wouldn’t be surprised if Lauren James won the YA Book Prize purely because she has put into words the feelings of helplessness and despair that so many of us are feeling during this unprecedented time.

However, things then take a turn for the bizarre. Turns out, Shen and Lowrie aren’t just the youngest people on the planet, they’re actually the only people on the planet. All of the adults around them are realistic dolls called BabyGrows, which were developed to fill the void caused by the sterility. This is discovered after all of the adults begin having unexplained fits, and our two main characters have a race against time to try to save their parents before their software resets. We also discover that Shen and Lowrie are actually clones created by the BabyGrows in their never-ending quest to cure the sterility which plagued their ‘parents’, a fact which is hidden for the majority of the book.

It’s also set in the year 2509, not the year 2109: a fact which at first glance appears to be a typo, and one which I’m not sure every reader would pick up on. I’m far too much of a picky perfectionist when it comes to reading, so this sent up an automatic red flag when I spotted the discrepancy in a medical file which we are shown: if I hadn’t been so particular, or if that discrepancy hadn’t been explicitly shown on the page, it might have been a more shocking reveal rather than a satisfied resolution of a minor irritation.

I’m conflicted about how I feel towards The Quiet at the End of the World. While I was reading it I had so many questions – how are Lowrie and Shen expected to repopulate the Earth if they are the last two people alive? How are their parents so sprightly when they’ve got to be in their 80s at least? – and I assumed that if all of my questions were answered then I’d be satisfied and would give the book a higher rating… But even though all of my questions were resolved I still didn’t feel satisfied.

In fact I’m pretty sure I’m going to forget all about this book within the next couple of months because, other than the fact that it’s creepily appropriate to the current situation, it doesn’t have much of an impact. The only dramatic tension comes from whether Shen and Lowrie are going to be able to find a solution to the problem with their parents – the problem which allows them to learn that their parents are BabyGrows in the first place. There isn’t a bad guy, all of the people get on and seem to be really good friends, and Shen and Lowrie don’t even rage against the truth: they calmly accept the fact that their parents hid it from them for good reason, and then they move on with their lives. I don’t think I’ve ever read a dystopian with less drama!

I did like the fact that we learn about the original illness through the social media posts of a girl called Maya, whose purse Lowrie finds on an abandoned tube train. However, that aspect requires a suspension of disbelief that I couldn’t quite manage. Lowrie reads Maya’s page religiously, devouring knowledge of how the original sterility came to pass, learning about the creation of the BabyGrows and following Maya up until she dies from old age. It’s thanks to Maya that they learn how to fix their parents, as she had a similar problem with her own BabyGrow daughter. That being said… What form of social media can you think of that doesn’t start with the most recent post and go back to older entries? I just can’t fathom a way that Lowrie could have learned about this all chronologically: Maya’s story and Lowrie’s story run parallel, but really the end of Maya’s story should have been discovered at the beginning of the book, with the start of the sterility coming to light at the end. I know I’m being nitpicky, but I just couldn’t stop thinking it! I would have believed it more if Lowrie had found Maya’s diary in her purse, because that’s something you would read from beginning to end… But a diary that spanned over forty years also wouldn’t hold up under any kind of scrutiny. Argh!

This frustrates me so much, because I’ve heard so many amazing things about Lauren James’ writing, but this wasn’t anywhere close to the standard that I was expecting. I did end up giving it three stars because I loved the characters of Shen and Lowrie and found myself really rooting for them (even though it’s obvious they’re going to end up together, I still squealed when they kissed for the first time!) and I also loved the descriptions of London almost 500 years in the future. Unfortunately the unsatisfying aspects just completely outweighed the good, and I was unable to look past that.

That being said, I’m still planning on reading Lauren James’ other books, particularly The Loneliest Girl in the Universe (which focuses on a girl inadvertently self-isolating on a spacecraft… So possibly not one I’ll be picking up for a good long while!).

After careful consideration, I’m pleased to announce that my winner of the YA Book Prize 2020 is…

The Places I’ve Cried in Public by Holly Bourne!

As you can tell by the fact that they all got five stars, this ended up being extremely close between The Places I’ve Cried in Public, The Black Flamingo and A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder. I might be slightly biased as this was a reread and not a first read, but something about Places just hits a little harder.

That being said, I think The Black Flamingo has easily shot straight to the top of the best verse novels I’ve read, and A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder is so good that I’ve already bought the sequel, Good Girl, Bad Blood, so I have definitely managed to find some new favourites by reading this shortlist!

If you’ve also read the YA Book Prize shortlist, let me know your winner down in the comments. I’m eagerly awaiting the official announcement to see whether the judges agree with me or not, but I’ve had so much fun reading each of the books and deciding for myself – I’m definitely going to be doing the same thing again next year.



TBR Jar Round #3

TBR Jar Round #3

Welcome back for another round of the TBR jar reviews! I only chose four titles out of the jar for April’s TBR as I already had a pretty busy reading month lined up what with reading the YA Book Prize shortlist and taking part in 

#stayhomereadingrush wrap-up

#stayhomereadingrush wrap-up

As if we weren’t already reading enough books in April, we decided to take part in the Stay Home edition of The Reading Rush from the 16th to the 19th. Adding three more books to an already bursting TBR might not have been the best 

TBR Jar Round #1

TBR Jar Round #1

I have a NetGalley addiction. I check the site at least twice a day, and I request something nearly every single time I’m on there. I’ve tried – oh, I have TRIED – to stop myself, but there just doesn’t seem to be anything I can do that will work.

Because of this, I have an awful lot of books on my NetGalley which I haven’t read or reviewed. In 2020, I’m challenging myself to start actively tackling the backlog, so I’ve made myself a TBR jar filled solely with the Ghosts of NetGalley Past. I’m planning on picking at least five titles out each month, and I took my first handful while filming my February TBR, so now that I’ve finished them all I thought I would share my thoughts with you. Was the jar kind to me?

The Sham by Ellen Allen

Last year my boyfriend taught me how to DNF books I really wasn’t enjoying, and that skill came in handy within the first few chapters of The Sham (I DNF’d it at 6% after struggling to get even that far).

Bitchy mean girls forcing an autistic boy to bite the head off of a bird, soiling himself in the process because he was so frightened? No thank you.

That’s not saying anything about how terrible the writing was. The mean girls were called Becky, Rebecca, Kitty and Cath. How are you supposed to tell them apart?!

I’ll be honest, the first chapter/prologue thing was vaguely interesting, with Emily’s boyfriend Jack murdering a girl in a rather bloody and very graphic way, but it just proved to me that the blurb for The Sham was so far off. It made it sound like The Fault in Our Stars with a bad boy, alluding to the fact that Emily’s boyfriend was very sick (but also accused of murder!) when in fact the murderous part of him is confirmed pretty dang quickly.

I also hated the fact that Emily refused to share the identity of which one of the mean girls he killed, called them ‘Dead Body and friends’… I mean, I hated all of the mean girls very quickly, so I’m more disappointed that he didn’t kill all of them.

Apparently Ellen Allen was inspired by a nightmare to write this, and this is the kind of horror-filled awfulness that should have probably stayed in her head.

It’s still the only novel she’s ever released… I’m quite glad about that, because she’s definitely an author I was not going to be trying out again.

The Messenger by Pamela DuMond – 2 stars

After Madeline is accidentally pushed off of a train platform, she finds herself waking up in 1675 in the midst of a battlefield in King Philip’s War. With colonists dead around her and a bloody gash on her forehead, Madeline – known in colonial times as Abigail – is the only survivor, but she’s certain that she must be dreaming. How can she have fallen over 300 years back in time?

However, for someone who has woken up in a different time period she’s remarkably chill. Almost running away within the first couple of days, she soon gives up and settles down, blindly accepting the wisdom of a local woman who claims that she is a Messenger. Next thing you know, Madeline is falling in instalove with a colonist called Samuel, learning how to tend fires and helping her ‘cousin’ Elizabeth with running the schoolhouse. All’s well that ends well.

But it’s not quite that easy. Next thing you know Madeline is being stalked by a Hunter who knows she is a Messenger and is desperate to get revenge. Despite the fact that Madeline has had no training at all, she – SPOILER ALERT – manages to miraculously save her life by teleporting back to modern day times, where she bumps into modern day Samuel and seconds later is confronted by the man who is hunting her… And then the book just ends.

Honestly, I was tempted to give The Messenger three stars because even though it was a bit cliched I really enjoyed the concept and I thought the plot was nice and absorbing, but the last few chapters just really annoyed me. The book starts with a flashforward and I’d been looking forward to finding out how Madeline found herself in such a situation, but it didn’t feel authentic when it got there. It also doesn’t help that Madeline makes it sound as though she’s been trained as a Messenger, when in all reality she’s only been given a couple of pieces of advice – I wouldn’t even call them ‘lessons’ as such, and as a reader you still have no real knowledge of how Messengers work (or Hunters or Healers, who are touched upon very briefly).

The ending was rushed, and leaving it on such a hammy cliffhanger irritated me, particularly as it ends under 75% into the NetGalley version which I was reading – the last 25% is a preview of one of Pamela DuMond’s other books, and it isn’t even a sampler of the second book in the Mortal Beloved series! I felt a little cheated and was really glad that I hadn’t spent money on this book, and it’s certainly made me think twice about continuing on with the series: these books are short enough, without making the last fifty pages part of a completely different story.

The Lost Letters of William Woolf by Helen Cullen – 1 star

I’m not sure whether I’ve been too harsh on The Lost Letters of William Woolf, but this is definitely a book with a great concept and poor execution.

William Woolf works in the Dead Letters Depot, a place where undeliverable post is sent in the hopes that one of the workers will be able to solve the mystery of that smudged address or that incorrect postcode. William spends most of his time up on the fourth floor in the ‘Supernatural Division’, tackling letters to Father Christmas and the Tooth Fairy, and when he stumbles across a letter from a lady called Winter addressed to her Great Love, he begins to wonder whether it could have been meant for him.

Now, I thought that concept sounded really cute – a lonely single male finding love in a postbag – but when I started reading it I discovered William is married. Now, his relationship with Clare is in a bad place before he discovers Winter’s letters, but it certainly changed the direction that I thought this story was going to take. He’s emotionally cheating on Clare, fantasizing about finding this girl and being her true love, and I just can’t get on board with that. Yes, Clare does some horrible things, but I think William is a bit of a hypocrite for acting all high and mighty when he’s not that much better than her.

Skip the next paragraph if you don’t want spoilers for how the book ends, but I just couldn’t with the final couple of chapters.

William reads one of Winter’s letters and discovers she is getting married, so he goes to the church, AFTER writing a letter to Clare telling her that he really wants them to give things another go. What, so if you can’t crash the wedding of a woman you’ve been effectively stalking by reading private letters which you shouldn’t really have opened, you’ll settle for your wife?! Meanwhile Clare has been pretty adamant throughout the whole book that she doesn’t want a baby, and in a cheap, throwaway epilogue – One Year and One Day Later – we join Clare in her art studio. She’s sporting a huge baby bump, reading The Lost Letters of William Woolf (#inception) until a MYSTERY MAN walks in. I mean, if my husband and I split up and I was having a baby with somebody else I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be reading my ex’s book, so it’s not really that much of a question about who she ended up with…

I think I would have been able to give The Lost Letters of William Woolf two stars if my expectations hadn’t been so high. It doesn’t help that it starts off really strongly – William goes on little cross-country adventures to reunite people with precious items which have been lost in the post, and these chapters absolutely flew by – but things go downhill so quickly. I would have preferred reading William’s own book, which he writes about the most interesting lost letters he has encountered in his career: that definitely would have been a five star read!

The Smoke Thieves by Sally Green – 3 stars

Sally Green’s Half Bad is one of my favourite books of all time, which is why I have been constantly putting off reading The Smoke Thieves. I just couldn’t see it living up to Green’s debut, and my expectations for this one were through the roof.

Unfortunately, I was right.

My main issue with The Smoke Thieves is that there are too many viewpoints. As you can see from the cover, we follow a princess, a soldier, a hunter, a traitor and a thief, and only three out of the five kept me engaged.

I wasn’t interested at all in Princess Catherine or Ambrose – they are torn apart too early in the novel for me to feel invested in their separation or any kind of desperation for them to be reunited – and I found myself internally groaning every time I encountered another one of Catherine’s chapters. This a world where there is a lot of misogyny, but the scenes where males were talking down to Catherine and disrespecting her because of her gender were ones which I felt I’d read a thousand times before. I did appreciate the fact that each of her chapters started with a quote from a piece of literature from the world as it fleshed the setting out very nicely, but I think this would have had more of an impact if she’d done the same with all of the characters.

On the other hand, I absolutely flew through all of Tash’s chapters. She’s the female half of a demon-hunting duo and all she wants is to get paid so she can buy herself a pair of boots she’s been coveting. It’s a very simplistic motivation, but it does its job – that pair of boots pushes the plot in some action-packed directions! Not only that but Green has obviously thought through the way that she wants her demons to work, and it’s refreshing to see such a different version of them – I’ve never seen anyone else’s story feature dying demons releasing a smoke which people use to get high!

I also really loved March and Edyon. March is the last member of a race which was wiped out during the war between Princess Catherine’s father and her uncle, who we discover is Edyon’s father. The dynamic between the two of them is very interesting: Edyon is instantly attracted to March so he’s very flirty throughout the majority of their interactions, while March has no idea how to feel because he’s not planning on taking Edyon home to his father after all, meaning their entire relationship is built on a lie. I’m hoping this is going to be a slow burn romance which will be exploring throughout the other two books in the series, and I’m definitely looking forward to seeing what happens when March’s original plan is revealed.

The Smoke Thieves is a very strong start to the trilogy, but I think the success of the series is going to depend on how things continue. I’m looking forward to reading The Demon World, and I’m hoping I’ll enjoy it a bit more now that my expectations have been lowered.

The Sisters of the Winter Wood by Rena Rossner – 4 stars

The last TBR jar pick that I picked up in February was The Sisters of the Winter Wood by Rena Rossner, and thankfully this ended up being the highest rated of the five books in the first round.

Following two sisters called Liba and Laya, The Sisters of the Winter Wood is an ambitious debut novel. Their mother is a swan and their father is a bear, and throughout the course of The Sisters of the Winter Wood Liba and Laya discover that they take after their parents, making this a coming-of-age tale which is chockablock with magical realism.

Not only that, but Rena Rossner tackles the plight of the Jews, who are being shunned in a small town following the death of one of the local girls. Animosity is already in the air, but when a group of fruit sellers sets up in the local market – all non-Jewish boys, one of whom starts wooing Laya – their racist attitudes cause tensions to be raised, and an impending pogrom seems certain.

One of the things I liked the most about The Sisters of the Winter Wood was the difference between Laya and Liba’s viewpoints. Liba is very logical and follows all of her parents rules so her perspective is written in prose, but Laya has her head in the clouds (quite literally, she is a swan after all!) and is much less restrained, which means it makes perfect sense that her chapters are written in verse. The contrast between the styles makes it easy to tell the difference between the characters, making this one of the first dual perspective novel I haven’t had to pause while reading to remind myself who I’m currently following.

However, the reason I couldn’t give this five stars is because there are a lot of gaps in the story where one character will pass out while the other isn’t present and you’ll suddenly time jump to when they’re back together, meaning there are times when you feel you’ve missed a chunk and get a bit disoriented. All in all, this is a very strong debut novel and I’m definitely interested in seeing what Rena Rossner writes next (whenever her second novel gets announced!).

So, as you can see, my first round of TBR jar picks was pretty unsuccessful. I’ve hardly ever DNF’d anything, so for my first choice to end up being a DNF was so unlucky!

Hopefully the books I picked out in my March TBR video will be more enjoyable…

Let me know your thoughts on any of these books down below, and I’ll see you soon,



Blog tour: The Codes of Love by Hannah Persaud

Blog tour: The Codes of Love by Hannah Persaud

Hi everyone! Welcome to my stop on The Codes of Love blog tour. It means an awful lot to me that you’re checking out this post – considering the state of the world at the moment I’m sure you have far more important things to